Johnny Everleaf had never found himself truly happy. Struggling to make ends meet and cramped into a one-bedroom apartment, it's hardly the life he dreamed about when he was younger. Though that was always the problem, not measuring up to his own expectations. Even when he shared the scarce phone call to his grandfather, there was always a worry that he had disappointed the man that raised him.Always telling himself that there was time, time to change, and time to repair his broken relationships with his grandfather and mother. That was until he received the early morning call that his grandfather had passed away. And with his mother unable to travel to their hometown of Mcclocklin, Johnny found himself having to shoulder the burden.Struggling to acknowledge his own grief, confronting unresolved feelings with his childhood sweetheart, Luna Stanford, and his own worry about possibly hallucinating his deceased grandfather. Was enough to contend with, but with the arrival of Elisabeth Carroll - a woman that Johnny feels an unnatural attraction to. He is thrown further down a spiral of questioning what is real.Sex, mystery, and love all drift around Johnny as he is forced to make a decision that would change his life forever.