I saw her for a few moments in a hospital. Then she was gone but I knew I would see her again. I knew I had a better chance of winning the lottery yet, the future held hope. I had to find cancer first. Then radiation and all the horrible after effects. They caused a chink in my armor. I didn't know what to do. And in my worst moments, she came to me. But not the way I expected.
I saw her for a few moments in a hospital. Then she was gone but I knew I would see her again. I knew I had a better chance of winning the lottery yet, the future held hope. I had to find cancer first. Then radiation and all the horrible after effects. They caused a chink in my armor. I didn't know what to do. And in my worst moments, she came to me. But not the way I expected.