When Sam attempts suicide and is found by his father, he spirals into severe psychological distress in this scathing, unfiltered, in-depth look into the intense and terrifying trenches of the human soul. Follow Sam and his best friend Alex in their journey to the bottom of the abyss that is mental illness. "This is an important book! Prepare yourself to be taken on an intimate look into the human soul as it struggles with the meaning of suffering in existence. I have never read a more touching account of how suffering affects the life of a person. The emotions are intensely honest and real; you will see in them your own emotions as you struggle with life. The author captures life, pain, and suffering in its raw nakedness without any hint of deception. The book is both sad and beautiful at the same time, as is life. You must read this!" Ronald Jewett, PhD Dean, College of Arts and Sciences North Central University