A grieving mother wanting to share her real life experience about the mysterious and sudden deaths of her children. Dealing with the mysterious death of her healthy three month old baby girl, and trying to find out the cause has been a mystery for over twenty-five years. Waking up on morning to find that her baby girl is dead was such a tremendous harrowing experience to deal with, and to have her children witness the death was unbearable. After twelve years as a single mother, she finds the man of her dreams, having someone to stand by her side. Her dream was to become a grandmother, she was delighted with joy when her son became a father, until her dream was shattered. She gets a call in the middle of the night, that her son has died. Grief-stricken with tragedy for the second time, she can¿t understand why her wish was granted being blessed with a precious grandson at a price of losing her son. After her son¿s death she is faced with so many legal problems hitting her all at once, she is so distressed trying to survive without her son. She becomes so angry and bitter, fearing of losing her only child, sinking into a deep depression, and refusing to give in. Grieving mother decides to write a book ,being the most hardest and emotional job she¿s ever had, but she is determined to finish with a goal to share her experience with families that have lost their children. There is nothing no one can say that will ease our pain, only the ones that have experience this horrible ordeal can relate to our pain. She will forever treasure the short time her children were in her life, but will forever be lost without them.