A stranger than fiction memoir which is a combination of the children's book "If You Give A Pig A Pancake" and the Marvel Superhero movie "Dr. Strange". Julie starts out trying to heal her broken heart and life with a Reiki session. The Reiki session seemed to have caused more damage. Feeling spiritually sick she seeks out Chakra Healing and Balancing to make herself feel better. Julie begins to have mystical and supernatural experiences and finds herself in the midst of a spiritual awakening. At forty-eight years old Julie is finally awakening to her reality. Julie becomes aware that she had repressed memories of being abused and neglected as a child. Julie could not remember all of what had happened to her and she believed that if she retrieved the memory it would help her heal. Julie finds herself in a cave in the New Mexico desert with hopes of retrieving her memories through more spiritual healing. Through spiritual healings a lot is revealed to Julie. She discovers that she's been affected by Personal and Generational Karma from her past lives. Julie discovers that her life purpose is to become a Spiritual Master and Healer. Julie is faced with the decision to answer God's call to follow a mystical path to fulfill her destiny. Julie's quest then shifts from trying to retrieve her repressed memories to a quest for spiritual enlightenment. In the course of seeking out spiritual healing she questions her teachers and is skeptical of mysticism and spirituality. A couple of her teachers suggest that Julie is difficult, stubborn and has an attitude. She decides that she doesn't need to be under the supervision of a teacher and sets out to heal herself and then learn how to become the Master Spiritual Healer and Teacher.