When you are at your lowest point, the darkness is all you can see. If you are patient and wait, that one occasional spark of hope will come. When you find the courage to go on and you will, concentrate on the spark. The light will start to last longer, become brighter. It will illuminate the darkness and become your motivation. Motivation helps to put random thoughts and feelings into perspective. Thoughts and feelings now become action. Action then becomes purpose. My purpose now, after everything is revenge! This was not what I was meant to do. I was born to bring peace. Protected for years. Hidden so I could return to fulfill a destiny. This, what stands here. Me. It is what she created. All of her actions have consequences and will soon come to pass. I am a consequence of her actions. Things could have been different. Better. Fair. She has taken everything from me, friends, family and love. It seems so long ago but I was different. Happy. Oblivious. Sitting here faced with all the loss and confusion, I try to place where it all changed from calm to chaos. This was me, one year ago.