This book is a collection of amazing life stories of a girl who grew up in the 1950's and lived through 1990's in communist Russia. It is about love and determination for success. It is about life that any person could have; but not many would survive, and keep enthusiasm and trust in a better future. We hope you will be inspired and transformed by it. The book has many secrets and family stories of an old Gelendzik. It is about love and how the absence of it in childhood influences a person's destiny. It is about ups and downs, and the determination for success. It is about a life that any person could have; but not many would survive, and keep enthusiasm and trust in a better future. In this book, a human being, Alena, was viewed in an intelligent dynamic exchange with the energy and information of the environment. Her life events were defined as the optimal integration between environment, body and spirit. You will read how the girl enhanced her physical and emotional wellbeing through conscious and unconscious choices, enlivening the nourishing connection between environment, body and spirit. We hope you will be inspired and transformed by it.