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Intro

Are you in touch with your darkest, deepest desires? Well, I am, and I'm bloody free.

I miss the boy I used to be - careless, wild, young and free. But I don't have to miss him, he's right here. He was buried inside me but I brought him back to life.

There's a concept of shame when you just want to express your sexual desires to the world and with the world with whomever you want to be with. I want to break those for me because the boy I gave life to is shameless about other people's opinions over my, I quote, "(un)desirable behaviour".

I miss the rush of expression, of sexual expression. Showing off a little bit of skin, flirty-smiling to strangers who pass by through me when I'm in a group of friends, quite drunk, I have to say. Even to party all night long as if there's no tomorrow.

I miss the little white lies told by me to just get whatever the hell I wanted at the time. The dance, the music, the moves, the touch of random strangers and their hands. But, the omnipresence of this character is here - it has always been.

The symphony is S.E.X.

The Plot:

Jepsen goes wild to just have some fun. In the midst of the dance club, he meets James Lancaster - James is charming, grey hair of an older man but blue eyes like the ton of sky.

Orchestra A - The Rush

Chapter I: Jepsen's Rush
Chapter II: the King and the Rider
Chapter III: choke me (throat & bj)
Chapter IV: come for my chest
Chapter V: one is not enough
Chapter VI: just for tonight, boo

Orchestra B - Explicit

Chapter I: Grindr Call
Chapter II: XL Machine
Chapter III: Versatile
Chapter IV: James Lancaster

Orchestra B - The Last Symphony

Chapter I: Dear Fuckin' Diary
Chapter II: so damn good
Chapter III: nobody like me (1)
Chapter IV: just you, so stfu
Chapter V: nobody like me (2)
Chapter VI: The Last Symphony