Are you ready to be taken on the journey of your life? To feel emotions you never expected to be able to feel just from reading a book? Alena isn't someone who lives her life to the fullest. In fact, you could say she is waiting for her life to be over. Her past has pushed her too far, and she has no idea how to find a way to live life and love it anymore.That all changes though, her birthday comes, and she is forced by her housemates Georgina and Liam to live a little. Her birthday night out was meant to be a quiet one. Only when she meets Liam's brother Jackson, everything changes.A brief moment of madness has her craving Jackson more than she has ever craved anyone. However, they both have secrets. Even after admitting them, Jackson is still cautious about allowing Alena into his life. Still, he tries hiding his business from her through fear of what she will think.As Jackson pulls Alena into his life, she pulls parts of him free that he craves more than anything, but is the lifestyle he lives too much for Alena's past? Just how far are they willing to go, to sacrifice their life for love?Get on board the journey, and find out exactly why Alena craves Jackson so much.Features intense BDSM and erotic scenes throughout.Please note* This since the book was first published in 2017 it has gone through more proofreaders to fix the errors, the last update to the book was on the 11/05/2021. I apologise to those who downloaded the book before while there were so many errors.