This is a sentimental diary in the form of poems of everyday life as a college student in the mid-2010s suffering from incurable acne breakouts and weight gain while being on antidepressant medication. This whole collection serves as an epistolary piece for the old me who thought that the whole world had fallen apart and could only grumble in sorrowful, and oftentimes, depressing poetry in the meekness of being unable to do something in life, in real time, in love. Fall in love, be aware, be sad, cry out, laugh out and be weirdly amused with poetry as you read through my daily life.