I had made the deal with him and although I wished he would allow me to have more time with my wife Jill, I was happy with the time that he had given me with her.

After all I had gotten Meg and Tilly from him in return for that deal. I had played the only card I had when I told Jill to choose between me and her MD. She had said, John, I love you, but he is the father of my child so I now belong to him. She had chosen her MD, so now I had to live with the consequences of the deal I had made.

Jill had decided to name her first child after her MD rather than me so he was Gates Master Jr instead of John Styles Jr. Their second child was named Abby Master but I was pretty sure that I was her father despite the name.

Do-overs, that is only for little kids, to help teach them how to do things right, or so I thought! These days, the wacko's want you to believe that there is no right or wrong way and kids should be praised for everything. Sorry, guys, that's just not the way the real world works. So far 2 and 2 is still 4 and not some imaginary number!

What would you do if you were given the chance to re-live your life and chance some of your bad decisions? Would your life be better, or would it be a disaster. I think I have had that choice several times but each time seemed to end up pretty much the same. Fate is certain I guess.