With her brand new degree in hand, and jobs offer form Ma Bell; Monica sets out to conquer the world. On her own for the first time at eighteen, Monica moves to the big city. Full of hopes and ambitions, she is ready and anxious to get started. Her knowledge of the world takes second place to her bright auburn hair and emerald eyes, but she is eager to learn. Then she meets Justin Lambert and everything is turned upside down. He totally capitates her body and spirit. Their love affair is at times gentle; at times intense and turbulent. Their life together, full of ups and sons continues for Twelve years. A life filled with drinking, drugs, and wild times. Just when she thinks they are all grown up and that the endless parties and problems are working themselves out, Monica's life starts spiraling out of control. Although she can take the cheating, when Justin's betrays border on incest, she has no choice but to expose him for what he really is. Monica learns quickly that blindly putting her life, not to mention her heart into the hands of the wrong person is a dangerous thing. Will her naivety and country girl mentality be her downfall or will these same attributes save her? Starting out, she never dreamed that she would finds herself alone. Monica finally learns form her mistakes. She has to act quickly to try to put things right and straighten out her live before she reaches the point of no return. This book is written in the hope that you too will learn- without having to make those same mistakes.